MY MIND IS AT EASE NOW... FINALLY!!
BABY AND I RECONCILED!
I WILL CHANGE ...
I LOVE YOU!

pictures for the day:

my soul mate

URGHHH MY MAKEUP TODAY SUX!
MY HAIRSTYLE TOO!! MY EYES LOOK SWOLLEN TODAY TOO!!

i hate it! i hate today!
nth goes well today!
wanted to study but didn't manage to study.
wanted to have a nice chat with my boy but i didn't.
ARGHHHh!!

went for supplementary in the morning.oh bored. yawns!
i practically learn nth!
went to jurong east library to study.
there aren't any empty seats for us to settle down!
and a guy chase us out of the reading room cause we are studying there.grrr!!
then later yunwei drop my lancome powder. AND it crack and it dirtied the floor.
the lady cleaning the floor was so dam angry and said those young little boys play a prank.
we keep quiet. GUILTY CONSCENCE. haha
we decided to go to imm.
we went there and got present for kaising and of course we bought something for ourself too!
i bought a glam necklace for myself too! 10 bucks only! and a lovely clip!
yunwei girl and i have one too! aren't we sweet?
i have tons of fun with girl, she never fails to make me smile and crap with me!
we had lunch at mos burger. yum yum! I RATE MOSBURGER 8/10! kinda high class fastfood!
wanted to go baby house le. cause his sick! then yunwei have no where to go!
so i decided to accompany her to library first and guess wad we saw brian and peeps!
thanks for the insult huh guys!if you call that thick make up! you haven seen worst!
baby said he will come find me instead....
i waited for baby for hours.... meanwhile we studied there....
we eyed on a bracelet which cost 13 bucks!! and we decided to purchase it!
so went back to imm....
we went to and fro !! HAHA
the lady in the DIVA shop was shocked when we returned and bought the two bracelets!!
she must be thinking we are crazy!
then later chenghui sister called me and said she was at jurong east!!
I RUSHED BACK JURONG ENTERTAINMENT!! its been long since i saw her!! miss her !!
then i was kinda pissed with baby le!
i was the one who called him and stuff first!! so pissed!
he met me around5+ and his leaving at 6.
i was thinking wats the point of meeting me than.
AND SINCE YOUR POOL IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME.
UH HUH GO FOR IT.
baby came and find me at the foodcourt.
chenghui kept joking and saying baby small gas! hahas
she kinda turn the mood!! so the mood aren't that tense later on.
we left the food court, no place to go, we stand outside jurong enter.
instead of standing baby suggest to sit down....
then later baby keept quiet all the way and i was still angry..
but i took iniative to ask baby to go to a side.
and i talked to him...
im tired...
then later we walked our ways without saying a proper bye.
i nearly cried when i walk off...that was the first time i saw him like tat. oh yea im a cry baby...
yunwei and i went to west mall. we saw the converse shoe we wanted!
so gonna save up and buy!! then later we went to kaising birthday.
there were many people i don wish to see at that place.
DON SAY TILL LIKE I CAN'T ATTEND HER BIRTHDAY KAYS..
and i only pass the present and i will leave.
and i wont stick out like a sore thumb at that place.
I DEFINITELY HAVE DIFFICULTIES FINDING THE PLACE TOO
CAUSE I HAVE NO SENSE OF DIRECTION AND IM TOTALY NOOB TO BUKIT BATOK.
i passed her the present and settled at a corner...
then later we left the place with jiaying girl!
dam happy to see her kays!!!
just to realise i have trusted the wrong person and doted the wrong person all this while.
I TREAT HER SO GOOD BUT IT COMES TO SHOW THAT SHE DON'T APPRECIATE IT.
SO NOW... GET LOST...
we went to westmall food court and slack...
the place was packed with people and we do have difficulties finding seats!
then later yunwei girl had her dinner and i decided to skip mine cause i have hell no mood!
later doris joined us after yunwei left!she's cute lahs!
we chat awhile and i left there around 9 and took a cab home!
thats all for today....

baby...
im tired holding on this relationship.
im still grabbing on for the reason i love you.
i tried my ways to humour you to pamper you.
but watever i did was never enough in your eyes.
i have never shown enough concern.
i can say i was never good in your eyes.
i aren't perfect for you...
till the day you found a better...
its time i leave and you will leave for the better.
its hard to get out its easy to get in. its tough to hold on.
those sweet days are over as i expected...
guess you have tolerated my attitude for long and not replying your messages promptly.
baby grab hold of me before my palm slipped away from yours.....

OUT OF SHAPE BODY!

KEVIN BREAK DANCING!WOOO!


THE MAN BEHIND IT ALL. ...

SPOT ME =) URBAN TERRAIN GROOVERS!



THE LADY OF YOURS




NEW HAIR CUT


MY BESTIE



I PLAY TENNIS?? LOL I DON'T! ITS CHRISTINA'S!

YUNWEI GIRL AND I. MY UBER FAT LEGS!!

had a tiff with baby nowadays but still as loving after that!

PICTURE:

baby's friend made this.



THE DANCE COUPLES!!SWEET HUH!

had a full dress dance rehearsal today!

MONDAY - SYF! OMG

i suppose we will get C.O.P.

the dance is horrendous! don ever peep you may get sore eyes! hahas

the costume sux. we all look like clowns and we are suppose to look like clown!

i have to wake up dam early on monday! 5am! urggh!!

went to have lunch with my dance mates!

i love to eat long john silver's combo 1! esp with cheese!

aww its fattening! nvm dance will burn all the fats away!

bought 2 eyeliner from silkygurl and new mascara from fassio!

wanted to get the canmake glamours fur macara too! shall save up and buy then!

i have tons of make up at home due to me spendthrift nature! so gonna give one silkygirl lip gloss to kaixin girl on monday!

then later headed to imm...

i bought a new pair of ear rings and a heart shape bracelet from DIVA.

each cost me 13 bucks =X

then later went to giodarno!

hey people you may think its cheapskate but they do produce nice stuff toO! although is common!

i bought a black polo tshirt and a tank top or so called muscle top? hmmm

yunwei say i look ugly in that polo t shit? hahas comments? if is that so i won dare to wear out!

im afraid ppl may mock at me! HAHA.

nvm i shall get a red one from somewhere else then and i want it to have a lower cut!

HIGH CUT MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A RETARD. =x

ONE WEEK BACK

HOME SWEET HOME

SOME STUPID FACES...


BEFORE GOING OUT

met baby and nelson in the afternoon
they were late for 45 minutes and i was complaining all the way =X
yunwei and i were kinda pissed with them.
then baby gave me a present. aww sweet.
after i learn how to bake nice cookies i shall bake for him =)
then we went sushi-tei to have our dinner!
i am dam full but kinda like the iceballs.
then after dinner we left vivo...
intended to go pub with the others but was too tired and went home.
reached home and had a cooling bathe due to the hot weather!!
i then opened the present!
the bear is dam cute!! i took a few pictures of the bear!
i love it!
THANKS BABY...
I LOVE BABY...

happy one month anniversary!!

I LOVE YOU BABY
I LOVE YOU TEO GUOYAO!

girl.
we don owe you a living.
you have misplace our trust and love.
you will have difficulties gaining back what you have now.
and you said you trust vivian more.
okay go to her then.
don be a hypocrite and act infront of me and my parents.
from today on wards you need not put on a mask on your face for i saw your TRUE COLOURS.
since is that case i also wont TRUST a STRANGER to come to my house.
if you trust vivian you should not have back stabb her too.
saying im evil saying how bad i am.
please do some reflection.
oh you do think you are so dam hell perfect that we have to give in to you?
even if i tell EVERYONE how bad you are. DO YOU THINK ANYONE WILL BELIEVE?
because you did a great job on having good ties with people.
now i know who are my true friends and who is not.
you still ought to give us a sincere apology.

MY BELOVED ONE


YOU FILLED MY DAY WITH LAUGHTER AND JOY







baby
i do admit my love for you is little at the start
as time flies...
i did not say how much i love you but the love grew deeper...
im thankful that i found you...
i've found a love so true...
i will stay with you through the bad and good times...
those sweet bedtime stories.. those sweet memorries... those sweet kisses
i will never forget...
i miss you... i miss bickering with you
i promise i will accompany you till the very end....

BIASED
BIASED
ASPEN DIDN WIN ANYTHING FOR THE 2007 SEC THREE CAMP.
reason being aspen is very strong N THE TEACHERS PURPOSELY MAKE US LOOSE to make THE COMPETITION competitive.
DAM YOU! YOU CALL THIS FAIR!
BUT ASPEN! HEY YOU GUYS ROCK!
ALL THE INSTRUCTORS ARE ULTIMATELY SEXY! WEEWOOWEE.
first day of the camp we had some icebreakers game!
i didnt like my AMANDA instructor at first and my group members were so incooperative...
as time goes by, our engine started and everyone was enthusiastic!
HOW MUCH EFFORT YOU PUT IN THE CAMP WILL BE HOW MUCH EXPERIENCE AND ENJOYMENT YOU WILL HAVE!
THIS SENTENCE TELLS IT ALL.
im afraid of heights and im proud to say I HAVE OVERCOME THAT!
i tried the high elements!
BEING CONFIDENT AND BRAVE BRINGS YOU TO ANOTHER LEVEL OF SUCCESS! =)
the second day we had our camp fire preparation and went kayaking and rafting!
I MISS KAYAKING!!
MY SUNBLOCK LOTION (brand:boatman) INSTEAD OF KEEPING ME FAIR, IT MADE ME LOOK MORE TANN THAN BEFORE ! I WAS WONDERING DID THAT COMPANY PUT SOME WRONG CHEMICALS!
group 13 - LATTE put up a dance item for the campfire!
it was great, i suppose!
was kinda sad when we left our instructors on the third day!
I REALLY DO MISS ALL THE INSTRUCTORS ESP. AMANDA AND VERON!
going back to lim chu kang makes me recall of the past when i used to live there!
THOSE EXPERIENCED CAN NEVER BE BOUGHT BY MONEY FOR NOW IS A PROTECTED AREA ALREADY!
i was kinda angry with an instructor, VANESSA.
for i can say i hate her! SHE MALIGN ME! AND SCOLDED ME FOR NO REASON
AND ENDED THE WHOLE INCIDENT BY SAYING NVM THEN.
WHY NOT I SLAP YOU AND I SAY SORRY! grrrr!!
the third we had to do area cleaning! lucky we are not elocated to wash the toilet!
we were suppose to clean up the canteen...
FIRST TIME I TOOK INNIATIVE TO CLEAN THE TABLES AND SWEEP THE FLOOR!
the food they provide were kinda horrible but the last meal was great!! nasilemak.
we left JALAN BATHERA CAMP SITE in the morning and reached school in the afternoon!
went to have my lunch with yunwei,maine and tina.
WE HAD WESTERN FOOD! YUM YUM! FINALLY SOME GOOD FOOD!
AND WE ORDERED OUR FAVOURITE- MANGO MILKSHAKE!
it started to rain heavily after we had our lunch so we decided to run back to school!
we borrowed two poncho from our junior and ran back to the school.
we had lots of fun! as we step in the puddle of water, the water splashed!
we had watergun fight with the other sport leaders!
aloysius was our main target and we kept shooting hiM and throwing water bombs at him!
IT WAS SO SO SO FUN! IT KINDA ENDED MY DAY WELL!
we went to bathe in the school and my girls came to my house!
i was so tired and i took a nap! yunweii woke me up and we surf the net together and accompanied them to take a cab home!

I MISS HIM...

ME AND THE DEMON!

ME AND THE BREAKDANCER

WE LOST IN THE BATTLE OF JUYING AND TANGLIN

I WANT TO CLINGE BACK THE CHALENGE SHEILD SO MUCH!

im sorry teachers and fellow supporters who came down to support me!

and a great thanks to those who came down to support URBAN TERRAIN GROOVERS.

im really disappointed. i gave my best shot!

but instead of second now we got third.

we did improve....

but im glad that this event has made us improved alot.

as in mentally and technique wise.

THANKYOU MR EUGENE. THANKYOU MR YONG ZHI. THANKYOU MR RYAN.

we were given the BEST CHOREOGRAPHY.

GIVEN THE BEST THEY KNOW TO GIVE US.

yet we got third only

many supporters said we are much better but what went wrong?

after the whole competition...

i weren't in the mood! baby brought me to have my dinner and i went home around 11.30.

thanks baby for sacrificing your work...

mr eugene: im sorry we sort of bring disgrace to you.. we aren't perfect enough or i can say not good enough for you... i didn't noe how to face you when we got third.. but i can say i really did my best!

mr xyz: thanks for doing all the props and stuff... we really do appreciate you for all the stuff you did!but we disappoint you guys again! thanks for all this days of training us during mr eugene trip to taiwan...

mr ryan: although you only taught us for a week and stuff! we enjoy your lessons! without you there's no mr eugene and us =)

URBAN TERRAIN GROOVERS

WE WILL MAKE OUR NAME SHINE IN THE FUTURE!

GROOVE IT UTG =)

not to mention the sad things only...

we do have loads of fun backstage AND MAKING UP!

WE HELPED ONE ANOTHER

WE USED TO HAVE E CLIG HERE AND THERE BUT NOW

URBAN TERRAIN GROOVERS GROOVE AS ONE!

AND WE MANAGED TO HAVE A CLOSE VIEW OF TAUFIK AND DARREN TAN =))

THEY SMILED TO ME AND GAVE ME A THUMBS UP SIGN!

THEIR SMILE MAKE GIRLS FAINT!

WE ALSO HAVE LOADS OF FUN WITH TEMASEK POLY!

BOTH OF US GOT THIRD! AND WE ARE NEIGHBOURS!!

URBAN TERRAIN LOVES DIVERSE!!

AND I SAW A GUY FROM DIVERSE WHO JOINED STUDIO WU LAST TIME!

SO CO INCIDENT!!

IT SHOWS THERE ARE LOTS OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE A GREAT PASSION FOR DANCE

i can say i LOVE DANCE MORE THAN BABY! oops.. kiddin

and my dad and mom strike lottery!

MY DAD GAVE ME 100 BUCKS AND MOM GAVE ME 30 DOLLARS TAKA VOUCHER!

ILOVE MOM AND DAD SO SO MUCH!