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my soul mate

URGHHH MY MAKEUP TODAY SUX!
MY HAIRSTYLE TOO!! MY EYES LOOK SWOLLEN TODAY TOO!!

i hate it! i hate today!
nth goes well today!
wanted to study but didn't manage to study.
wanted to have a nice chat with my boy but i didn't.
ARGHHHh!!

went for supplementary in the morning.oh bored. yawns!
i practically learn nth!
went to jurong east library to study.
there aren't any empty seats for us to settle down!
and a guy chase us out of the reading room cause we are studying there.grrr!!
then later yunwei drop my lancome powder. AND it crack and it dirtied the floor.
the lady cleaning the floor was so dam angry and said those young little boys play a prank.
we keep quiet. GUILTY CONSCENCE. haha
we decided to go to imm.
we went there and got present for kaising and of course we bought something for ourself too!
i bought a glam necklace for myself too! 10 bucks only! and a lovely clip!
yunwei girl and i have one too! aren't we sweet?
i have tons of fun with girl, she never fails to make me smile and crap with me!
we had lunch at mos burger. yum yum! I RATE MOSBURGER 8/10! kinda high class fastfood!
wanted to go baby house le. cause his sick! then yunwei have no where to go!
so i decided to accompany her to library first and guess wad we saw brian and peeps!
thanks for the insult huh guys!if you call that thick make up! you haven seen worst!
baby said he will come find me instead....
i waited for baby for hours.... meanwhile we studied there....
we eyed on a bracelet which cost 13 bucks!! and we decided to purchase it!
so went back to imm....
we went to and fro !! HAHA
the lady in the DIVA shop was shocked when we returned and bought the two bracelets!!
she must be thinking we are crazy!
then later chenghui sister called me and said she was at jurong east!!
I RUSHED BACK JURONG ENTERTAINMENT!! its been long since i saw her!! miss her !!
then i was kinda pissed with baby le!
i was the one who called him and stuff first!! so pissed!
he met me around5+ and his leaving at 6.
i was thinking wats the point of meeting me than.
AND SINCE YOUR POOL IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME.
UH HUH GO FOR IT.
baby came and find me at the foodcourt.
chenghui kept joking and saying baby small gas! hahas
she kinda turn the mood!! so the mood aren't that tense later on.
we left the food court, no place to go, we stand outside jurong enter.
instead of standing baby suggest to sit down....
then later baby keept quiet all the way and i was still angry..
but i took iniative to ask baby to go to a side.
and i talked to him...
im tired...
then later we walked our ways without saying a proper bye.
i nearly cried when i walk off...that was the first time i saw him like tat. oh yea im a cry baby...
yunwei and i went to west mall. we saw the converse shoe we wanted!
so gonna save up and buy!! then later we went to kaising birthday.
there were many people i don wish to see at that place.
DON SAY TILL LIKE I CAN'T ATTEND HER BIRTHDAY KAYS..
and i only pass the present and i will leave.
and i wont stick out like a sore thumb at that place.
I DEFINITELY HAVE DIFFICULTIES FINDING THE PLACE TOO
CAUSE I HAVE NO SENSE OF DIRECTION AND IM TOTALY NOOB TO BUKIT BATOK.
i passed her the present and settled at a corner...
then later we left the place with jiaying girl!
dam happy to see her kays!!!
just to realise i have trusted the wrong person and doted the wrong person all this while.
I TREAT HER SO GOOD BUT IT COMES TO SHOW THAT SHE DON'T APPRECIATE IT.
SO NOW... GET LOST...
we went to westmall food court and slack...
the place was packed with people and we do have difficulties finding seats!
then later yunwei girl had her dinner and i decided to skip mine cause i have hell no mood!
later doris joined us after yunwei left!she's cute lahs!
we chat awhile and i left there around 9 and took a cab home!
thats all for today....

baby...
im tired holding on this relationship.
im still grabbing on for the reason i love you.
i tried my ways to humour you to pamper you.
but watever i did was never enough in your eyes.
i have never shown enough concern.
i can say i was never good in your eyes.
i aren't perfect for you...
till the day you found a better...
its time i leave and you will leave for the better.
its hard to get out its easy to get in. its tough to hold on.
those sweet days are over as i expected...
guess you have tolerated my attitude for long and not replying your messages promptly.
baby grab hold of me before my palm slipped away from yours.....