STUPID LOOK


MY PRECIOUS.

SADLY, RAINIE CAN'T JOIN US TODAY....
i miss her =) i had a great day with my chenghui sister...
though some guys kinda spoiled our day.
but they were quite gentleman...
the unseperable three-
DAJIE-rainie
ERJIe-queeny
XIAOMEI-chenghui
meet up soon again =) loves
so coincident, i saw delong and bunch of friends at ice skating there...
they kinda frightened me but staring at me non stop?!?
DELONG! WHAT YOU TELL THEM!! WANNA DIE IZZIT. lol
saw a number of my school mates at there too...
i finally saw my misuko sweetheart at town
its been years i saw her, she called my name!
and she say i changed alot =X
she has got a great body which i envied!
met my sandy sister at west coast recreation.
saw that dumb yewsing and claim tat i did not say hi to him. crazy person!
awww, her boy and her is so loving!!


hais...
i kinda appeared transparent to him...
i have no hell idea why my heart went back to him when i saw him...
i already said i wanna leave...
im caught in a dilemma again. dam it
why issit that hard to let go???
the guilt in me stir up everything again?



i woke up in the night...
looking at messages...
and knew that something happened to junior.
why must we do smt that regret? probably that will mature our mindset?
i don wish to see you in this state, what is done cannot be undone...
anything call me yea, i will rush down! i promise
i hope to see you on saturday.
I DON WISH TO LOSE YOU. MY DEAREST SISTER JUNIOR.
im loosing my beloved ones already... so don leave.
hope to hear from you soon =(