CHRISTINA GIRL AND QUEENY.

christina didn't go to school today. and something happened to vivian girl. cheerup girl =) i will be there for you! =) today got back my compo test! im gonna sue you lah DR LAU. THAT OLD HAG. dam you! gave me just past?? pathetic 15/30 ? can't imagine me getting such low results for my englisH!!! i didn't get that mark B4. i meant what i say!even miss solastri gossips about her. that means she really have got some problem. AND GUESS WHAT SHE THOSE PEOPLE IN WOODBRIDGE AND SHE MAKE A JOKE OUT OF THEM. im gonna sue you on behalf of those people! HUMAN DO HAVE HUMAN RIGHTS. you this old hag! she making me fuming mad!

had dance in the afternoooN! indeed a boring session but mrs chng was kinda nice to me and yunwei today!! =) later on yunwei and i went to have our drink at sweet talk and went ginza to get purchase our sweets. we both have got a sweeth tooth. WE LOVE SOUR AND SWEET STUFF..reached home around 8. such a good girl! hahas

that high cut shoes make me looks shorter lahs!
but i have got no choice other shoes so not nice already!
hmmm went clementi to meet joel and peeps.
they changed already.
and was being suan by a guy called roy.
simply so rude of them to insult ppl.
had our lunch at pizza hut!
yum yum! so nice =)
then later bought chocolates at ntuc!
and they came to my house!
yunwei left around 5 and christina left around 7.

i know you know i still love you...
i know you doesn't want me back...
loving you is just to satisfy your needs and keeping you happy.
i dont mind one sided love.
being by your side encouraging you will be enough.

im still making my choice.
stay or leave...

WANTED TO GO GYM AND SWIMMING!
BUT...
tina woke up late and my mom just wont allow me to go out nowadays!

hmmm
loads of hw to be completed!!
my mom bought me levis high cut school shoes!!
so nice cans!!
thanks mommy!!

there's school tomorrow!
5 more days of suffering!

ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE WE BROKE OFF

PICTURES FOR THE DAY =)

I LOVE ALL MY GIRLS!

that kuku xiaoyi


ACT CUTE XIAOYI AND SIONGWEI.

THE COW THEY TRIED TO CLIMB!

EVERY KISS I GIVE HAS A STORY BEHIND

MY HEART WANTS YOU BACK.

BABYBABYBABY GIRL.

I LOVE TINA!

THOSE DAYS YOU LEFT...

AT STAIRS SLACKING!

I LOVE YUNWEI GIRL!

BROKE UP WITH HIM.

THANKS FOR THOSE SHOUTING.

GET LOST OF MY SIGHT.

went town today with yunwei.
but she left there around 5+.
i got my red spaghetti! =) love love!
i needa get alvin present too.
hope i won't forget.
later christina joined us.
she always so late lahs.
stupid girl always sleep till so late!
like a sow lah!
went cini and saw many ppl!
xiaosa, adeline, shuwen, xiongwei, xiaoyi, winsor and some other school mates!
today is such a happening day.
went to heeren wanted to get a t shirt for myself but in the end didnt buy =(
then siongwei and peeps came to find us.
i was kinda force to take neoprint with him again lah!
but i throw my temper cause im not in the mood lahs alright.
i don like taking pics with guys. except those close ones and him. hais...
saw iris at heeren!
then later she said her friend wanted my number.
and xiaoyi laughed so loudly!
i said give him my friendster and he laugh even louder.
XIAOYI. FUNNY AHS.
then he say wad i say make no sense.
i was dam fedup lah. DAM YOU!
then went to old chang kee there.
i dare xiaoyi to jump up the statue cow there.
he wanted to jump and act stupid.
when he jumped the statue not stable enough and move.
hahas so many ppl saw lahs.
he make a fool of himself!! hahas
then i treated him old chang kee as promised.
around 8+ cabbed home
cause was not in mood.

im late for school as expected.
vivian didn't turn up for school today!
what happen to her?
hmmmm...
had my biology test!
hope to score 25 and above / 30 for that test!
cause i did study during maths lesson =X
my maths only got 19/30... oh so depressed =(
simply can't understand what the teacher was saying about.
i was saying he is biased. but he doesn't noe what it means so after explanation he say he like me.
the class LAUGH. so rubbish lahs!
then had english lessons after chinese lessons!
THE BATTLE WITH DR LAU.
she's the lamest teacher i have seen so far.
she scolded my friends for not using TANGLIN FULSCAP PAPER for 20 minutes.
what a lame teacher.
i think thats how she waste time.
i was caught for eating sweets in class. i have got a sweet tooth =X
she told me to spit out the sweet at the dustbin outside.
i went out of the class and sat at the benches till i eat finish my sweet then i go back.
then later she said some funny stuff which makes me keep coughing.
"erh herm" those sacarstic cough. hahas
she says there something wrong with my throat ask me to go to the toilet.
okay so i went out the class again.
sat at the benches for around 5 minutes then went back again.
that teacher is so lame...
thanks god. she didn't catch me for my hairstyle today. =X
during assembly period, some ballet dancers from dance theatre came to perform for us.
the girls and guys are awesome!
they dance gracefully and beautifully!
i kinda envy them! i want to be a ballerina!!
but its too late...
so admiring them is enough =(
after school went to have lunch with tina girl.
we had noodles!! not really nice but cost us only 2bucks.
later on went to buy some chocolates my cologne and not leave out my MILK at the provision shop.
I HAVE THE CRAVE FOR MILKY STUFF NOWADYS!
i love to drink full cream milk!! =)
around 5 christina came my house!
we had a little chat.
that guy in my school who i admire for long is so cool!!
im attracted to him! the sporty him!
admiration does not mean i love him.

MY MOM BREWED BIRD NEST DRINK FOR ME =)
i love MOMMY.
IM A MOMMY'S GIRL =)
DADDY'S TOO.
IM STARTING TO TREASURE MY FAMILY MEMBERS.

im missing you more and more each day.
but i don't love nor need you any more.

as usual i went to school today but guess tml im gonna pon school or be late.
most of the pupils from 2e1/06 cried as rebecca left.
but she left for good. we should be glad about that =)
one sports leader less le. kinda miss her now.
we have been through those camps and stuff. =(
had my maths test today =(
i think im gonna flung it. so hard.
my heart aches when teacher reveal the answer =(
hais... my studies have been dropping.
my incoperative class didn't help me to bluff teacher that im not in school.
cause i doesn't wanna attend physics lesson.
so he wanted to mark me as truint. so with no choice i have to attend.
i got back my physics test.
got 21/30. teacher says its lousy. so gotta try hard the other time then.
the things he teach just cannot get into my mind. and teacher you have got a hypnotise voice which makes me fall asleep. NO OFFENCE. hahas

after school went 514 first then headed to clementi to watch acer bb match.
HUAYI WAS LIKE SO PRO? but they lost in the end.
stupid kranji. =X
guys who play bb are simply so cool!
at the stadium got a one chabo from yusof ishak diao me.
so stupid of her so i diao her back and i stared back at her till she turn her face away.
those stupid ppl spoil my mood.
then later went to have my lunch!
fish and chip! eeks nott nice!!
then later christina went to ask the price of the phone she wanted.
and guess wad.
a stupid uncle from that shop wave at me.
my mind was thinking "excuse me. do i noe?"
so ignored him and left.

on the way back home...
start to miss him again.
but i noe his not worth it.
i have given my best shot but he didn't.
shan't waste my time on you.
GOODBYE MY EX LOVER.
I HAVE GOT OVER YOU.

i still miss him.
broke down again when i miss him...
still doesn't noe whats the reason you left me?
im not perfect enough for you..

today is simply a moody day for me..
DR LAU.
NOT HAPPY WITH ME RIGHT.
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.
ARE YOU JEALOUS OF MY HAIR.
ARE YOU CRAZY ASKING ME TO CUT SHORT MY HAIR.
SHOOO OFF LAHS.
STOP PICKING ON ME.
WANNA CUT MY HAIR.
TALK TO MY PARENTS. TALK TO MY DANCE TEACHER FIRST.

that english teacher of mine is getting my on nerves!!
after school immediately rushed home to get my dance suit on.
cause i forgotten to bring. im so muddlehead mans!!
then cabbed back to school.
reach school around 3 but just to realise dance starts at 3.45pm++
wasted my few bucks!!
raining days make ppl real sad. =(
after dance we were invited to the principal's office to have 'HIGH TEA' with her.
she really has loads to talk about dance education.
she treated us chocolates cookie which is bought from new zealand.
yumyum! so nice of her... but she went on talking till around 7.
yunwei waited for me outside the office till she talked finish.
so sorry huh! then later we went to eat porridge and i had my apple juice!
after dinner went to ginza.
saw bingxiong,xuanhui,victor,jackie and jixiang.
jackie wanted my chocolate so the goody me offered him and gave him the whole packet...

thats all for today!
im gonna mug hard for tml's test.
keeping myself occupied so think of him that much =)

PICTURES =)

DEAR DAIRY

uh huh
things didn't go smoothly as i planned which is written in the previous post.
didn't went to find kevin. paiseh ahs =X
didn't went to jog nor run as the weather is not cooperating with me. =X

in the morning when i went school
didn't wanna open my mouth and talk till after recess manage to talk a little.
after school went to have lunch at ginza with christina girl.
hahas. we are back together again =).
then later went to shop.
i didn't manage to buy any cause none suits me and i really eyed for.
but christina bought one.
went to settle some stuff at ginza with kaixin baobei.
that pingyang is so big mouth. only noe how to blabber rubbish.
tml i shall zipped his mouth up.
his the one who create the havock.
and for goodness sake i don not have any GINA.
and nobody is UNDER ME.
this sound like some holigans out there. hahas.
then later went home to prepare and as usual christ came my house to wait for me.
oh love loves!
prepared and went out to meet elisha.
my mom was nagging and yaking all the ways. enough lahs!
elisha treated me ice cream cause i was down. thanks huh sister!
then went to vivo to meet yunwei and manda.
I BOUGHT A NECKLACE WHICH I EYED FOR AND MANDA EYED FOR.
THAT DIVA NECKLACE COST US 40 BUCKS AND I BOUGHT LOTS MORE STUFF.
then later christina went back to the hostel...
i noe she feels left out because she is the only one wearing uniform.
oh girl!! we always treat you as one. do not be over sensitive at times yea!!
went to rebecca's farewell party.
she's leaving on wednesday. hope she will be fine there.
she's is so pretty!! like those caucasians on street.
WITH SHARP FEATURE WHICH I ENVIED FOR LONG.
around 30 over ppl went and even teachers!
we had pizzas too!
reached home around 10pm.
its a fun day with my girls.
and we snap loads of pic!!


THANKS GIRL FOR CHEERING ME UP ALRIGHT =)
I WILL TRY TO OVERCOME ALL THOSE STUFF!!

today is a happy day...
but i still did not manage to forget him.
he affected my life. everything i do will relates to him.

DEAR DIARY...

im gonna keep myself busy.
do finish all my hw already=)
im such a good girl.
i hope tml will rain.
and after school
i will be going to run in the rain.
10 rounds round the track before i return home =)
shaping up my body.
probably going queensway to find kevin.
the shop he work at is just next to my aunt shop.
hope my aunt wont gossip about me and him lahs =X


THE HE
IS MY PAST.
AND WILL NEVER BE MY FUTURE.
MY HATRED GREW FOR U.
I WANT REVENGE THAT BADLY.